Finding God in the anguish of violence

INSUBCONTINENT EXCLUSIVE:
Image copyrightAzaan ShahAs violence has intensified in Indian-administered Kashmir, people have been flocking to the region's fabled Sufi
shrines in search of solace
Sameer Yasir speaks to photographer Azan Shah, who has been documenting the anguish of the devotees.Bakhti Begam is a regular at
Khanqah-e-Moula, a Muslim Sufi shrine located on the banks of river Jhelum, which careens through the heart of Srinagar city
She arrives quietly, holding a framed photograph of her missing son in a torn plastic bag
She places it on the stairs leading to the sanctum sanctorum and prays to be united with him
"Please listen to me, my peer [saint]
I am broken, my peer," the 75-year-old cries with folded hands
Her son, Manzoor Ahmad Wani, who was 25 at the time, disappeared on 22 December, 2001, a few days after he got married
Image copyrightAzaan ShahBakhti Begam regularly makes the 80km (50-mile) trip to the shrine from her home
But her prayers are yet to be answered
"I have come from far away, my peer
Please give me my Manzoor
I will sleep peacefully after 17 years," she laments
Bakhti Begam is just one of the many characters featured in the works of photographer Azan Shah
Mr Shah came into the limelight when his pictures were published in a book called Witness along with a number of other photojournalists who
have worked in the state during decades of conflict
The book was among the 10 best photo books of 2017 chosen by the New York Times
Image copyrightAzaan Shah Separatists have waged a violent campaign against Indian rule in Muslim-majority Kashmir since 1989
The region remains a subject of bitter dispute between India and Pakistan, who have fought two of their three wars over it
India has long accused Pakistan of fuelling the unrest, a charge Islamabad denies.The insurgency, which had begun to wane since the late
1990s, intensified in 2016 after forces shot dead popular militant leader Burhan Wani
Human rights organisations estimate that about 100,000 people have died as a result of the violence since the 1980s, many of them civilians
As a result, fear dominates the streets and few venture out after dusk
Many find salvation in Sufi shrines to heal the wounds of war - not just in Srinagar, but even in remote areas of the region
Image copyrightAzaan ShahLike Bakhti Begam, there are thousands of Kashmiris, particularly women, for whom Sufi shrines have long been
places of hope
Many of them, psychiatrists say, show symptoms of depression, anxiety and post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD)
Maroofa Ramzan is among them
Every week she meets a psychiatrist at Srinagar's Shri Maharaja Hari Singh Hospital
Her mental health has worsened in recent years after the death of her son
In the darkness, she claims to hear the voice of her son, Abir Ahmad, laughing and talking
He was shot dead by the army in 2010 during a protest.After consulting the doctor, Maroofa Ramzan takes a bus to the Dastgeer Sahib, a
200-year-old shrine
"He is alive, isn't he," she asks the Sufi saint at the shrine
Then, after some time, she slowly moves towards the gate and waits for the bus that will take her home
Indian-administered Kashmir, suffering from similar symptoms
Image copyrightAzaan ShahAzan Shah's pictures of devotees to Sufi shrines, all of whom have their own stories of pain and loss because of
the violence in Kashmir, are intentionally blurred, shaky or tilted to give a sense of chaos and uncertainty in the moment
Mr Shah says he tries to capture the unflinching faith of thousands of devotees who converge at these shrines."I prefer a tilted angle
because it creates a psychological uneasiness
Things feel off-kilter, unsteady and unusual," he says, adding that he tries to convey the fact that "you can't control peoples'
emotions".Image copyrightAzaan Shah"People find a mediator between God and themselves in these shrines," says Showkat Hussain, a professor
of Islamic Studies at the Islamic University of Science and Technology, who has written on mysticism in Kashmir.Arshad Hussain, a leading
psychiatrist based in the region, adds that in Kashmir, these spiritual spaces serve as institutions of distress alleviation
"They started in times when there was no institution [to help] or redressal mechanism
Then it became a culture
People with sickness and domestic issues would end up in shrines with their pleas."In the current situation, after a conflict, many
distressed women after paying me a visit end up in these shrines
They feel better talking about distress in spiritual spaces than to an individual."All photographs by Azaan Shah